well its been almost a month since my baby left me to bootcamp... and i miss him like CRAZY!  its really sad because im so use to being with him everyday and now hes gone.  i begin to realize that i took him for granted.  wen he was here by my side everyday, i would nag about every single thing annoying the shit out of him.i would complain about everything id wish dat he would leave already i cant stand him no more, sumtimes being around him wasnt all dat great and i just wanted to leave. now that hes gone i realize that i took his presence for granted. rite now i would do ANYTHING just to hear his voice, to be wit him.  i feel so lonely in this world without him. im like a lost child. this feeling of emptiness is unbareable, its killing me inside.  the only hope for me is knowing that ill see him in feb. and his letters.  i pray to god that he recieves my letters.  because i didnt recieve his til 3 weeks later. the mail pepo fuckd it up. well thanx for reading? I LOVE YOU BABE! I MISS YOU MUCHIES!

hmMm...well my day started off tiring...i did NOT want to wake up at all...but my mommy yelled at me...=(....so i had to wake up adn go to skool...and i made it ontime! i was proud of myself....im like later every freakin day...its not even funny... but i made it ontime today!... well at skool i had the most TERRIBLE cramps throughout my whole body... it hurted soOoOoOo much....i couldnt even walk...so i called my HEERO who brought me sum pills...it helped for about a minute den the cramps came back again... but wen i got home it was gone...i think it was because i had to pee really bad... hehe... but YAY!!! i FINALLY got to drive my car...i get to drive it now...im really happy about dat... ...